cocoa butter with aloe and vitamin E

All pics taken by ching:


noone likes having to wake up so early to listen to speeches and waiting to listen to more

bt the hunt started,there were a few things which woke us up..hehe

ching and i decided to do be a malaysian tourist in malaysia

which including hugging a tree along jalan ampang.

and flirting with clowns..

bt truly,i wasnt flirting.i just wanted a balloon. . which didnt burst,so no worries ching.

even while doing such frivolous nonsense for hours,we still had our resourceful ways in getting the answers
admit it,ex wesleyans like ourselves are admired,respected and have such superiority.
amani,im not being arrogant because that was a joke.

oh.and arumei participated this year.maria,no 611 won during the lucky draw

the little pink ponies(and there was a part during the hunt when ching gallopped in front of priya) rock!
because our opposites complement
and our similar intentions co operate.

and jee wen,i dont hate all kids.there are a few little ones who have stolen my heart

red bullets

rachel..whos infertile in the bible isnt she?


my bitch best friend i followed to mckl,and for good reasons too.
although secretly im afraid the slut in nerdslut is disintegrating.
like a green jelly monster being knocked over with acid.

i love my choice of subjects(maths isnt a subject,its a chore) so im quite enjoying college.
smile.
okay fine.the only class i probably enjoy is literature.and malaysian studies.dont gasp,we're all allowed to have our own preferences
biology unit 3 is a bore.i have to force myself to read things like -''A project in northern Ethopia illustrates how careful management can provide an effective mechanism for environmental rehabilitaion in desertified areas.''
edward commented about how maybe the nerdy girls in your class enjoy it.bt they dont either.

i dont lament (much) and i refuse to rant and ramble and rave about the nerdism culture of mckl.that,and i dont usually blog about particular subjects of interests anyway.i just spill all my thoughts,and they tend to be as random and irrelevant as ever.

so back to sha's infamous impertinence-
i just woke up.i have to sleep after college or id be dead tired by ten.and theres nothing i can do much in the afternoons anyway.i focus best at night.im like an owl,except ive no feathers,a beak and im postively absolutely sure im a thousand times more sexy.i cant say more attractive,cos owls have those big glowing yellow eyes,and those are attractive.sometimes,i can be like grace marks.not the insane,possesed murderess part bt the whole adapting to the situation part.i wonder if we're all built to adapt to where we've been put at.

for instance,i can still get along with geeks and hardworking,over-studious nerds in mckl even though we're obviously from a different league with various wavelengths of comprehending.

mckl is the college for nerds to hang out,show off,get the attention they missed out during high school and act as cool as they could possibly be (which mind you,isnt very far) and now i feel a pang of guilt..as how i usually do when blogging about a whole group of people (lit students,is this gossip? hah.im soaked with such sin).bt u see,im Not critisizing.dont be like edward.he tends to misunderstands my discussions to be arguments.i have this special talent of not being able to potray or give the right impression to people.im mysterious and deceiving!cj says im rojak.bt along wth that he says a lot of other shits. : )

bt anyway,yes..im just ..commenting.and they might sound really negative like -mcklians suck at sports.
bt hey,sha sucks at sports too,right?

or all they want to do is study and pretend to relax,bt fail at it and fail at doing anything which doesnt make them seem so poyolish and wannabeish,then study again.
bt u could look at it as a compliment
that they're so smart and nerdy,they dont get distracted.and even when they do,and it gets annoying because they have strange habits of throwing things at each other,at the end of the day ladies and gentlemen,its hats off to these prefessionals to be..

whod lack in any sort of good entertainment with everests,kinabatangan or fujis that strut and know the good ways of having fun..instead of thinking that sex is a bad word.
SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX .
we all get horny sometimes
SEX SEX SEX SEX SEX .

i can imagine theleven11 reading that and giving comments about how im probably a hypocrite in this case.bt honestly speaking,kamu semua mari datang ke mckl,then you will know.

ive just went on about unnecessary nonsensical things again. i never seem to make much sense.

i just had dinner.

tagged by deli

Instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
Change-Good Charlotte
(er.i guess its not okay then)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Born To Lead-Hoobastank
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!purlease)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Sometimes you cant make it on your own-U2
(i like a guy who wont be able to make it on his own,and hence,would Need and Want me!)

4. How do you feel today?
Clumsy-Fergie
(Possibly..)

5. What is your life's purpose?
How to save a life-the fray
(Totally la)

6. What is your motto?
Get on the dance floor-Ciara
(..and dance like noone is looking! :D)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Move Along- All American Rejects
(Right.I think it ought to be 'move aLot')

8. What do you think of your parents?
Mysterious Ways-U2
(Agreed.)

9. What do you think about very often?
The Dynamo of Volition-Jason Mraz
(Possibly..)

10. What is 2+2?
Our Lips are Sealed-Hilary and Haylie Duff
(cos theres no pt in answering maths questions)

11. What do you think of your best friends?
London Bridge-Fergie
(that they're ..supportive?)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Cool-Gwen Stefani
(True.haha)

13.What is ur life?
Stupid Girls-Pink
(okay yeah so what if im a bimbo.pft!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Rewind-Paolo Nutini
(mmmm sha doesnt want to grow up just Yet)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I still Havent Found What Im Looking for- U2
(OUCH!)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Take is Over,The break's Over-Fall Out Boy
(..Rigghhtt!!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Over It-Katharine Mcphee
(..i guess in..certain ways..it relates..to a certain extent..maybe)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
First Kiss-Zhou Jie Lun
(really?)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Soar-Christina Aguilera
(..im agraid of soaring.no.im afraid of fishes)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Spies-Coldplay
(IM A SECRET SPY!)

21. What do you think of your friends?
A Bad Dream-Keane
(OUCH!im beginning to hate this tag.)

22. What will you post this as?
Glamorous Indie Rock and Roll-The Killers

23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?
White Lies-Paolo Nutini
(..ew.total turn off)

tmrw

i hate saying goodbye.

vanish

i feel infuriated.and painful.curse you eden for being the cause of female torment

ive actually my literature homework to do.which i would actually prefer doing since my keyboard is being such a bitch.bt if i dont blog,this blog would be dead.

like a cat being rolled over by a car.ive seen one of those.very disturbing.

how do we know when someone is really sincere?i mean,she might Think shes a sincere good,responsible friend..bt she really isnt.trust can betray and actions can deceive.its really devastating,how sometimes people forget.or maybe they dont forget,they just change.or think it doesnt matter anymore. it,here referring to the relationship.platonic. u once had with him.or her.or it.or..im not making sense.winch.

today for netball,and everyone must know i only play wa,the wd grabbed my hand.she really just Held it so i wouldnt catch the ball.and there i was running with my uterus pains,sweat gushing out of my system under the hot sun..with a defender so ganas.no,ganas isnt the word here.i cant say kiasu either.maybe she didnt know that you cant do that in a game.ignorant.it was funny.okay fine i was annoyed when she went off side.is it called off side? mey chyi whats the term for crossing the line? yeah,that.and when she had to hit my boobs with the back of her hand when defending and grab me when i had the ball like we're playing rugby.or wrestling. since the umpire didnt notice anything,im beginning to wonder if it was just Me imagining all the contact. ( i didnt swear much,i Promise!)

because imagination is a powerful thing isnt it. barnie the dinosaur should pop up and smile because i stil havent forgotten his empty bag of art stuff. the power of the mind.

okay back to the criminally insane now.

steamy in the carpark

a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:


2. A place you'll like to travel to:


3. Your favourite place:

its not where u are,its who you're with..

4. Your favourite food:

5. Your favourite pet:

6. Your favourite colour combination:

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

8. Your all-time favourite song:

fickle minded people dont have one.


9. Your favourite TV show:

English:

Chinese:

omg dream on.

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

11. The town in which you live in:

12. Your screen name/nickname:

13. Your first job:
never had one.

14. Your dream job:

i searched for something as vague as possible.

15. A bad habit you have:

16. Your worst fear:

losing that.

(forget the words forever baby.omfg revolting)

17. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:

run.in the fields of golden daffodils.run.

18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

i tag:

a mckl nerd

someone from theleven11

boo

an ex-wesleyan

seashells

i feel sleepy.its a sunday,thats why.i hate sundays.bloody bloody sunday.
trust makes you so vulnerable.
i didnt touch my laptop for a week. i dont actualy have to anymore, since i can just ring him up any time i want...as long as hes not with his parents or anyone else who might give an annoyed glance or something. this means that the only reason why i do use the internet,or any sort of technology is for mr.loser.my my the things i do for you,sir,if you happen to be reading this bt i doubt very much you ever will. im a techno bimbo. most of the time anyway.
i feel like i should call up my girlfriends just for a chat.i miss them tons.i think the only problem is that i feel like calling all ten of them from theleven.
Emoness. i miss theleven.i miss theleven.
SEE how unsatisfied we humans are,i have my beau back from aussie after months of waiting and waiting and when hes back,i want my girlfriends as well.
college has been alright.back to the usual routine,bt having fun at the same time.not like anyone reads my blog to know if ive been finding college alright or not.
ive finished alias grace.its brilliantly haunting.no,thats not the right word.its..intimate.i love literature class.the new lecturer is so enthusiastic about her job.its like every day you walk into class,and you Know you're gng to enjoy yourself and when you leave class,you've been influenced,and very much inspired by her mirth.
or maybe thats just me.i enjoyed lit with dr last semester as well.in fact i think i might just miss her wit and sarcasm.
literature is so good.how can anyone want to study about gravity,and spend his whole entire life locked up solving sums and befriending numbers when theres another world in books,a language to conquer.some people are too ignorant to realize this i guess.
although they might be saying the same about me -some people are just too dense to understand the beauty of facts and digits.
maths suck.suck cock la.i hate mechanics.i detest mechanics.i wish i could kill and strangle mechanics.tie it up,burn it,curse at it and chuckle at my morbid and disillusioned act.
oh oh oh,guess what.mckl has gone super loser. theres an mckl blog. mppft.whine. it seems that certain people find pleasure in advertising the nerdism practices that we carry out in mckl. one word la: poyol.
chuckle.i wonder if mcklians actually read my blog,and gasp as i criticise the pathetic nerd paradise like a typical hypocrite.oh i love my college,dont get me wrong.love it to bits,the simplicity and all.
bt i know secretly a part of me sometimes wishes for amani.yes YOU MARIA..to one day,strut into the grounds of my college,show off her everests and streak of confidence and bitchiness.just for the sake of it.to replay the good times when we werent really on norman's side.hehehe.
because at mckl,a lot of them seem to resemble norman somehow..if you know what i mean.
im hungry.yesterday i had vietnamese with edward when we went out to one u and held hands and felt like the happiest pair alive.
ooohhhh,utter corniness.how pathetic,sha.
bt sometimes the truth is corny.a corny truth.a mushy truth.a loveydoveysmoochie truth.a sentimental truth.a stereotypical truth.a cliched truth.
bt still the truth and thats all that matters.
Hah.another corny line.i should write a romance novel..
mm no no..id probably kill off everyone and have girls crying at my feet and throwing boxes of tissues at me for being such a cold hearted bitch.
thats a song,isnt it? cold heart bitch. wait. its cold Hard bitch.

i remember once upon a time in lower sec:
"i just farted"
"ccch,ugh,why must you?"
"what.u want me to put my fart in my mouth to burp it out ah?"

i remember freewebs and mdm kala's class and our pregnant maths teacher,and how immature we once were.
and then i feel particularly guilty for rolling my eyes at 13-14-15 year olds ,smirking at what they say and do,and going "HAH.kids" when once upon a time..we,ourselves, were once like them.
disgusting. plleaauurrgghh.

wrath and envy