just another post.

contract tutorial was cancelled today,and i have no classes tmrw.its a very,very long weekend.the workload is dreadful.what do we mean by monist and dualist systems? i have no idea- i know the English follow the latter and the Germans,the former. who is We anyway ,and why must We go about defining systems ? We is causing Me a headache.

i need coffee with no milk.how Can you drink Instant Coffee with no milk?! i want to say its called Nescafe O back home and that a bout a million other people drink it too,every single day at the Mamak.but i know it wouldnt make sense and my "its because im Asian" excuse has gone bad.

like the potatoes in the cupboard that smelt like cat poo. (whoops)

in the kitchen,kayleigh screams my name over and over again - i always hear your name being called out the most in this flat- lishaaa,lishaaa,lishaaa.mat is back from lectures and gem is taking a nap and mike is in his room and nat is in New York and both anwen and dan are probably still at lectures.Your White Friends! they call themselves. My angmoh friends. my orang putih flat mates.

my coffee is getting cold,and im getting sick of staying in this room with my books.I love Ali Smith,i bought D H Lawrence at Oxfam this afternoon. Second Hand Books are like stories within stories.shelves and shelves of old books and older books and some quite new books that people just didnt want to read anymore. i seriously miss studying literature and writing essays about characters-like my best friends,people i knew about so much more than i know about Ai Ching or MiSha or Ben.or Edward,even .

ive been sent away to Study,but Public Law is a pain : the Crwon's preroagtive in foregin affiars deos not incldue pweor to canhge hte Law. Deep Sigh.in my room,theres A big tub of Rocky Road and a tumbler of warm water.munch,munch as i read about Amber and Astrid instead.

its 5 in the evening,and i still cant answer the question : in the domestic British context is international human rights law different from other forms of international law?domestic British (like tea and scones and cider?)-why am i learning the British Constitution? The British dont know the British Constitution.Im Chinese!(Malaysian?)

so i walk.its dark outside but im going for a walk . the streets are quiet. two women and their children. a girl in pink pushes a little pink toy pram. teenage boys light cigarettes and then ask each other about last night. I walk alone

and enjoy the lights of the shops.I smell Pizza.i had a slice today,Mike offered me some of his lunch. Pia would like that. oh i spend so many days with Pia.who would have thought? I believe in karma. I know its getting darker because the skies arent purple anymore,but dark blue.very dark blue.It gets windy and i go inside a warm WHSmith.i look outside, i love it.i love the cold,and i love how the weather just changes. the leaves from the trees on the way to Tescos have suddenly gone missing. fallen. Its Fall ,after all. its so different from back home. its so special.

Theres no noise,just cars swooshing past so quickly..and so many of them,its difficult for me to get back. or maybe i just dont want to,so i stand there and wait. a squirrel actually runs past me. its so different from back home.its so special.

what exactly is International Law ?

im an International student,and im studying Law.

knock knock.its Dan.he calls me his Little Asian Friend."Hi ".he hugs me. "how was your day?mine was pretty shit."

i laugh.

hello Bristol.