Zounds!

the four of us and miss angeline.
indian girl is shonna.but she isnt as indian as she looks.i think shes actually chinese but God,or the great source somewhere, mis-painted her dark brown.
shes blurr,slow,with a bad memory sometimes.
but the sweetest and most honest. when it comes to secrets or personal issues you wouldnt want anyone else to know,shonna is the best listener.which reminds me,i have to tell you something,shonn.

kai li,my nerdy-kiasu friend with her frills and feathers. she takes things seriously and wont tell you,her girlfriend,if say,one day she goes out on a date because to her thats not important or anything worth telling or whatever it is she actually thinks.
but shes bloody effing sweet,behind her frantic i-need-to-do-this-now-ness,and days with her in college is exceedingly fun..
and beneficial because she probably knows whats going on when everyone else doesnt.

I LOOK LIKE A MOUSE.

my first friend.i take particular pride in this because the very night before college,i was telling edward about how i plan to be an anti-social-nerd and i wont make any friends and nobody would like me and i wont be able to fit in at all (with him of course just listening in disbelief,used to his gf being a restless drama queen) .then three seconds after stepping into mckl,i made friends with jling.

Ky looks like an elf.doesnt she?

Rach. i love her. she and i tease shonn and kai li,fail the occasional chem test and grin with profound euphoria when we pass our biology test together.
she Was my bio lab partner (until GAMMA CLASS forced more people per group..although,this,i prefer) and loves with such intense passion,something i cannot understand at All - sports.
together,we're also the Masterminds..
most of the time,we're the faster two when it comes to understanding inside jokes and insults. P and L just cant catch up,can they?

this is Jee Wen MOK.we're not exceedingly close but shes wicked fun.

I Know. Wicked Fun.

i love this picture.
well at first glance.then i noticed that my breasts look squashed,my best friend has a watermelon in her mouth and ky...is Hilarious,as usual.

MISS ANGELINE doesnt teach ky or ching.shes my bio teacher who tolerates the strange Gamma-Lamda relations during class,along with the Huge Amount of Noise we Subconsciously make when carrying out experiments sometimes.
we just had our ..possibly,Last Biology Experiment- Hide and Seek. well,Lincoln's Index.bt same difference.
nearly. :D
i enjoy her classes and we all agree to her way of teaching.but enough compliments,i know she could be reading this and miss,i dont want to seem as though im sucking up to you.

BLUE HOUSE GYMRAMA INSTRUCTORS..
well.EX-instructors.
tien yi is fun ni and nice to bu li.

ching,sha and kit yoong.we sit together during maths class.
and then theres zu ning too. and mr.John...JP.
and a lot of sound effects from the Silent Nightingales.

heres the thing.i spent a good ten minutes arranging the big,ugly Olympus camera so it would fit nicely into Aunty Lin's clutch,only to take zero pictures that night.Alfie triumphed.
this probably explains why every picture ive uploaded in this post has myself in it.the disturbing vanity of sha.but Really,i just Dont snatch pics of other people from FB..unless its very very funny

orientation ball was Okaylahhh.

you know.im gng to miss college.
have i mentioned this already?
i dont think it really did Hit me until today.
before this,i still had that usual "omfg-nerd-college-at-8am-i-cant-wear-flip-flops-or-tank-tops-fuck-la-i-havent-done-maths" draggy and tiresome feeling about mckl.
and then,there has ALSO been all that BANGBANGDDDDRRRRRGAAAHHHKKK sounds (mckl is building a new block) which give me an unnecessary 8.05 in the morning-headache.
but Today,right before chemistry class, when the four of us were watching from the third floor,a couple of guys play basketball (we do this practically every day,from time to time,commenting about certain Typical girl-things,giggling,teasing or rolling our eyes ) it occured to me how things have changed so quickly and how im growing up so fast and how relationships and bonds and work and all that have just evolved and turned around and how all of this and that,the friends and memories, will one day just .. go away and linger in another demension.or realm.or time.or space.or universe.or wherever it is u want it to linger at.

DEPRESSING.

PRanav,the PRevious PResident is a PRick.
Aliteration.
shonna didnt find that amusing.i shall GLOAT in my self proclaimed intelligence.this,my friends,Is the sign of a GREAT POET.

i hate having a sore throat,PAUL.
it has developed into a cough as well.

OH.few days back was AMANI'S BDAY.one should know how much i love her despite the 8 years of irritating the crap out of her.
shes one of the FEW PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD who appreciates literature and langauge..believes that guys are good-for-nothing-fuckers (except for one or two or three who dwell somewhere in some sexual fantasy) and has the impression of confidence and pride that most girls would kill for. *girls might also kill for her chest.
and i admire her for the intelligent,strong and beautiful girl she is.
(for those who dont know even toh they should,SHE is the one who came up with the term "nerdslut" and "cloroxgirl" )

battery dying

mmmm
im sick.

mmmm
i miss edward
havent talked to him in a long long while because his internet isnt up at his place yet.
yeah.HIS PLACE.
hes got his OWN PLACE.
and he just started uni in aussie land ,
GRINNING profoundly i can Bet, because
ONCE AGAIN,brilliantly,as how it was for three years,
edward teoh eu shang has a less stressful and far more carefree life
filled with very nice and interesting things to do
than his girlfriend
AND NO SHE IS NOT JEALOUS.

I BET EDWARD IS WATCHING TV RIGHT NOW,while i suffer what i can define as slow,cruel and insane torture.

the bruise on my leg is still there.

and its not an ordinary bruise

its a small,ugly,bitchy bruise

gmail is being a bitch

i have a fever.
i should get some rest.

guys are so annoying.
shonna agrees.
no,no.annoying isnt the right word
boys are MEAN.

i love iago.
i hate paul,maria.

i didnt take any pictures during ob.
omg it was so bad this year.

ok fine.it wasnt SO BAD.
it was
quite
alright.
Just Quite Alright.

adieu.again.

out of the many selfish people in this world,i hate saying goodbye the most.

(my hate so strong,i just had to post up silly pictures of the two of you,to cheer myself up.it worked)

dont get me wrong,im so proud of all my friends (and that boyfriend..who should learn to use the words 'University precinct' instead of 'Campus') who are about to start their new lives in Aussie land next week.

bt lets get things straight,shall we ?

and be completely frank.and bitchy.

the uk..is the sex.

ENGLAND,is the sex.

alevels torture you,personal statements annoy you and its not so easy getting such great grades.i guess we have to suffer to get the best.

my prejudism doesnt stop there.

sometimes,i REFUSE to understand why certain people would want to go down under to study.and seriously,its not all that cheaper.or Any better (personally,its just mediocre compared to my Dream) .With the laid back environment and irritating accent,i wish more of my friends were going to the uk with me.theres no passion where you two will be,just more and more asians and boomerangs flying across the fields.

(i can hear cj telling me that the only reason why i hate australia so much is because its 'so far away' to me)

BUT (as ive told edward many times) I SHALL PUT MY PRIDE DOWN FOR THOSE I LOVE.

I SHALL END ALL BIAS REMARKS Because deep deep deep down i know,that if they're going to be happy,im going to be happy.

so all the best you two (ben and shen)

for your new adventure.

this new step into a whirwind of new..everythings.

remember that annoying,loud and occasionally,bitchy sha who is choking from the green fumes of envy

(the very words "university orientation" or "university course welcome" or "university timetable"..or anything very similar,and i wish i could fly away and start my journey instead of having to follow the usual,boring routine back here in our hot,humid home.yes la,im pmsing)

work hard, and play hard *wink wink*.

i love you both very very much and im terribly proud of the both of you.i cant wait until i get to hear about how down under is like,having to share an apartment with ur brother,how classes are conducted and having to wear a winter coat to hide the wind from yourselves.

please dont get an australian accent.li anne's former one was enough for me to stand. :P

dont forget home,though.

okay,i know sometimes we grumble and complain (like how i do all the time) and scream aloud about how pathetic and poor it is over here.but it has good culture,values,sambal and people you dont want to walk away from.

from time to time,think about how much we've grown together.

from secretly emailing each other every day (ben) and plaiting my hair to look like lara croft (shen) to walking alone into a new place,a new country,a new experience..

a new world.

enjoy yourselves,and have an ENOORRRMMOUUUSSS load of fun without daddy watching over you all time time (this mainly for shen) but still take care and watch out.

i'll always be there for you...mate.

he leaves tmrw

i wont cry.
i Will
stand Up and
smile
and tease and laugh
with him
and tell him how much
(i love him)
and how proud i am of
MY Valentine

all the best,edward.
for a new start of fresh opportunities to explore,jump and fall again.
..only to land each time in my arms.

happy valentines day.

science-lit

we wrote a poem while walking up the stairs before maths at 2.30pm after having classes non-stop from 8.
i dont know where shonna was.probably in class,or with the student council or collecting money or something.

i am tired

i
am
tired

talk about the significance of the title,and also the form,structure and rhyme of the poem.
grins.
sometimes i cant believe we call ourselves literature students.our immaturity really shows.

although sometimes,we can be particularly anal

or is that just me?
nvm.
il bring the three of them in as well.
(noone i know is as anal as u are,maria amani)

college is fun with the three of them.
even toh shonna slips away for sudden,random meetings with her student council friends,
and kai li is forever complaining about bad food or feeling threatened when shes not in the lead of anything related to independence and intelligence,
and rach goes on about how shes unfit because she hasnt been exercising enough.
and i swear when they dont/wont/have not ..
its good.
i mention to edward ,every now and then..that honestly,if i were still back at wms,and if u were to tell me that id make good friends with kai li and rachel chua..id probably stare at you and roll my eyes and say something like "uhhuh.but im not a nerd-librarian ,nor can i relate to quiet girls who play basketball "
i might have actually given an even bitchier response,but we'll save that for next time.
but after a year and a bit more of hanging out with these three girls,im so glad i changed my former biased and bitchy opinions about them.
and the other day,kai li broke one or two lab apparatus during chem lab,and also something from the bio lab.

AttChew .

i should be studying biology.ive a test tomorrow...i read half the chapter..then fell asleep,before going online to print something and now im stuck at blogging.nvm,i have an hour before classes start tomorrow to read up on light independent and light dependent reactions.
stupid Gamma People take up all our precious space. we used to have only two boys..
JUST TWO BOYS.
and the quiet-inferior-seeming type. (no offence meant,please.these guys are really sweet)
now we've got *whine* chauvinistic pranav and other Gamma Guys who try to dominate and conquer the class (and they never fail to do so on every attempt!) with ridiculous amount of teasing and unnecessary noise and questions.
*grins at her success,once again,in over exaggerating situations and making them sound so terrible so that other people might empathise with her*
fine fine,secretly i enjoy the whole Gamma-Lambda thing.its a good change,somehow.
just dont tell rachie that.both of us try to stick up and create a Lambda Pride ( we get this kiasuness from kai li and the pride from austen)

okay.its past 10pm.
i should do something more productive.
im gng to work really really hard and get the grades i want.

my current motivation :
(not that i Am at ALL motivated to study ..YET)

if i get there,THATS WHERE I WOULD BE STUDYING AT EVERY-SINGLE-DAY.
and then google "university techology sydney" and LAUGH because thats Edward's uni.compare.*
and then laugh some more.**
and say,i thought rich people get better things?
or was that, "more intelligent" people get better things?
and then chuckle.
and then tell edward not to read my blog. :)hehe.

*im really not such a mean gf.im actually very proud of him and just wrote a letter to express how i believe in him.
**although,i do secretly do this when im alone.

i-hate-this-long-distance-relationship-because-every-time-he-mentions-about-going-back-or-school-or-uni-or-airport-or-city-or-train-or-packing-or-anything-else-that-relates-to-something-i-cannot-see-or-experience-or-feel-with-him-i-feel-like-screaming-because-its-so-difficult-to-hold-on-to-something-you-cant-even-touch.

fatty crab

shen is leaving for uni soon
stupid australian unis.
im gng to miss being her 'dementor,who sucks away everyone's happiness'

i fucking love them.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.we're so COOL.star trek-ness!

much more on fb. laugh ur ass off.

i want snow.ching and i have not touched snow before.ive seen snow.

like some white bits falling down,early in the morning.then it stopped.

so that doesnt really count.

ed likes to spoil my dreams and says "snow isnt that great you know."

and im just thinking -bloody spoilt rich ass,not all of us travel to expensive places as often enough as you.let me have my fancies.

pft.rich guys.

roll eyes.

anyway,i cleaned my drawers today.not that anybody is actually interested in something like that.

some juniors wont say the slut in nerdslut.

i think im in a slightly cranky mood.can u tell ?

im pmsing.that also means ive been eating more often than usual..snacking and finishing more than i usually do .. i love ba qua..or what shonn calls "the sweet pork slice thing they have during chinese new year -la ".wonder how their auditions went.

ok i should sleep now.

TOMORROW I START MY WORK.....(mppppfft.if i feel like it)

snobbbyyy

this is my best friend

she does weird things in public

but thats okay.

i broke her sunnies

her name is ai ching

and yesterday,we went to klcc together

cos she had photography lessons

his name is Vig,Ram's Brother

He got her to snap stuff

so with my inferior compact camera,i did the same thing

nope.didnt turn out so pretty,did it

so i just snapped shots of her and alfie instead

alfie,btw,sees only in black and white

look at her new shoes

hello alfie!

hello alfie again!

(im beginning to get annoyed at my own captions)

ching is happy!

and then,another cny dinner with the staff of stuff your face

tenji

no.im not a big fan of reunions.
and i dont like going for buffet.

but its not so bad.
theyre family after all
yes,even toh we barely meet up.and dont speak the same language.

edward taking off now.
emo song on the radio.
its one of those days.

lk;dskfdlfdskfldsfdskl;;fdslksfd i dont want to do maths homework.