life

I HAVE TO STUDY .

I always say that. but this time,im extra super duper mega triple-decker serious.

im not going to allow myself to blog anymore.

unless truly necessary

MY BOYFRIEND IS A DOO DOO HEAD.he thinks people have this magical ability to answer his question,although they cannot hear him.

eddie: can you hear me?
sha: no i cant
eddie : nnnggrrrhhh shit.
(puts down and then calls back again)
sha: i was being sarcastic !!

i love you,boy.
you silly-nilly-dilly-billy-gilly-pilly-filly-jilly-willy-milly eddy

EARTHOURING

for the treasure hunt this year we were the silent nightingales and we didnt get hunted,sir.

this is my best friend.
she is a silent nightingale but nightingales cannot be silent.
ai ching talks and talks and talks and she told arumei that jp told me to shut up in class for humming.

RACHEL AND KAI LI!

this is annora.
you should see her bag

this is alithea
she is in my lit class

julie ,the GAMMA PERSON who is so bloody tolerant and watches a lot of tv.

ching and tien yi.

jee wen-is-so-fun-i-love-her-very-much,with kitty kat meow meow.ky should change her name to serene.
today she asked why ching and i take photographs of people's faces.
you know,
thats really one question ive always asked myself
MAYBE its because thats how we recognise the people we take,huhh..

JLING wearing my sunnies
im madly in love with my only lala friend.its hard to find guys like joseph.hes frank and honest but everytime he admits the truth,no matter how blunt it is,it doesnt hurt so much.i will envy his girlfriend.

pranav the prick who makes himself look uglier than he already is.
he doesnt read my blog,so its ok to insult him.
actually its always ok to insult him.its just pranav,and
he Annoys me. but hes indian and knows sanskrit,so i forgive him.

ZU NING loves maths
i wont ever be able to understand her,but that would never ever matter,because i adore zu ning.
im serious.there arent many WDs you can tease.

this is calvin.i hve nothing to say about him,for now.

we went to the market :





we had breakfast




then we went to sentral
probably the only placed where we attempted to solve some questions.



this is shovel.
he is not a hoe.

HEAVEN!!





i like this pic,ching.
SHONNA LOOKS SO FUNNY.ive no idea whats shes trying to do!

THIS IS SHONNA.I LOVE SHONNA.SHES THE SWEETEST GIRL IN THE WORLD AND I KNOW WHO SHE LIKES.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.DONT WE,RACHEL?








i love my city

if im not mistaken,i probably am
this was taken quite near the period of shakepeare.
I JUST MADE UP A CLUE.

a policeman. and policebikes.
wats policeman in malay ?
polis lelaki ? polis manusia ?
wait.its just polis isnt it..

remember the aussie kids thought we lived on trees?
sometimes i actually wish i did.
then i could hang out with my orangutan friends and cause a lot of monkey trouble without getting scolded.


i have a picture of the red light,for rach ,shonn,jee wen and vanessa
"Roxanne
you dont have to put on the red light
put on the red light.."

the road not taken;
hahahhahahahahahahaaaaaahha. *smirk*

i absolutely love this picture of myself.
ching is so right,ive always been such a bloody poser.

this is gold fish
i barely ever talk to them.but they look sweet,dont they.
ian wrote a song for michelle.
ching and i told michelle that our boyfriends have never done such a thing for us.and she said:then ask him to (or something along those lines)
but really michelle yu,we dont want to have to Ask them to do something.
i just asked edward to take photographs of his place and area,so id know how it looks like,since he gets to see all my photos and all,while i swim and then drown,in utter ignorance.its easier to be direct with boys.but i guess sometimes i stil wish that they could HAVE THE COMMON SENSE and ULTIMATE SWEET GENE to do those things without having to Tell Them.
*no,edward i dont want a song from you.we all know how bad you are at music. :) hehe*


big leaves

aunties taking away the big leaves

uncle potonging the big leaves




gabriel looks like pluto la.



jeannie,mel and pik wen.
the three of them are constantly together. its like an unofficial trio or something.they seem pretty alike in their own ways.
ching,serene and i were never alike

OMG I WISH I COULD DO THAT!

JUSTIN CHAN IS AT THE BACK OF US.can u spot him?


im really tired.lalalooloolululeelee!very lazy to write captions.treasure hunt stole away half of my very good and deserving weekend.
bye

mr.darcy and curry pan mee

mr.darcy's wife's friend,rachel
and mr.darcy's wife herself,sha
exhibiting such elegance.

sunanikemeiyeechurohpa

thats me looking all natural

3/4 of "f4"

3/4 of "f4"

i like cendol very much.i want Mr.Darcy.the girls and carmen (not that she isnt a girl) came over for lunch. then,we watched mr.collins embarrass everyone around him.
so dont worry,miss angeline.we missed bio class (kinda) but we were still very productive !
sha has to cut seeds with heaney now.I slept a lot today.i should have studied.
i think i'll do something stupid like forget about resisting temptation and forget about not getting distracted and forget about making proper decisions and forget about keeping my priorities straight and stay up tonight,to talk to A BOY.
did u read about the boy my age who drew a penis on the roof his parents' house?
and theres a bitch named lisha- a surrogate mother to leopard cubs or tiger cubs or some-scary-cat animal cubs.
toodles!
i keep playing back 'dawn' on youtube.

our adventure

we spent an hour and a half in the car,heading to ampang look out point.when we were halfway up the hill..just maybe 10 minutes away,dad's car belt broke.
so we drove all the way back home,without the headlights or the aircon..changed cars,
to pergi souled out untuk dinner.

when batman begins,superman returns

we finally celebrated amani's birthday:

she smiles because she knows,unlike probably a thousand women out there,
hers are fucking real.


maria amani.
i knew her before i had boobs.
and now,about 7 or 8 years later,we're determined to get that A for literature
and then carry on to do a course,only suitable for intelligent people like ourselves (WHAT,ITS TRUE!)
before taking over the world and forcing more power upon women.

Wei shi did that!

ching.
we see and hear her everyday.

the animated carmen telling one her stories.im serious.carm can be bloody animated and expressive with hand gestures and all. its really fun.

fern the camwhore (nope,she never changed.still strangely attracted to the camera)who drove us to souled out and then drove me back home

wei shi. porn pop-ups arent fun,huh.

i was playing around,editing this photograph when i accidentally saved it.
the original copy got sucked away into nothingness.
bt no matter,my sty is less obvious here.

weirdos la.

i larve my girlfriends;unpretentious,beautiful,intelligent and fuckinghell fun girls who would always be there for you when guys decide (again) to show off their immaturity and annoy the crap out of you
or just..whenever you need to smile and laugh like those once upon a times eating chicken rice in the canteen.

lazy nugget

because of how my shirt folds,i look pregnant,dont i.
and mei looks strange.

to mei :17 on the 17th

to the girl who sneaked downstairs to have some vodka with me in the kitchen,

who agreed when i told her that boyfriends come and go,
but, best friends stay forever

who played hide and seek and pretend and other games only we could understand,

whom im so proud to consider as part of my family

who studies in a different school and prefers many different things and have many different ways,
but still share so much ,with me

who would eat the rich,with me,if she could

who would never lie to me ,
even if it means shredding my heart to pieces

who takes me on her side, as how she is on mine,

who thanks god (or the stars,or a big miraculous force) its friday,

who has been there for me,
during failures,fights,fuckups and lonely new years,

who tends to fall for complete dorks and jerks
*no offence*
(but then again,that seems to be a dominant trait of the male species)
*no offence again.*

and is so beautiful in all her crazy-retarded ways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i tried Three times,to write you a letter.
seriously.
but i didnt know what to say.which got me very frustrated because i love to write and i usually have this bloody nice flow of sentimental crap when it comes to birthdays.
Whatever la.
i dont have to write you a letter.
cos who needs all that shit about how you've grown so much,and how you're such a good friend and how time just flew by and all the best in your future undetakings.
when uve been best friends for 17 years with someone,it just goes without saying,doesnt it ?

"a is for apple,b is for butt.."

what i know about football

(its sinful and everyone hates it bt im stereotyping in this post.i realize that women love this sport just as much,but its USUALLY always the men who go super-duper-outoftheirfreakingminds-crazy about it)

"its THE game tonight ".
i just had maths class with arumei and he said that man utd -his LIFE,besides mathematics.i mean hes even got this ROTATING man utd logo as his wallpaper in his phone- is gng to win.

i cant understand football,and i end up disliking anything i cant understand-like boys and numbers.
but dont get me wrong,i dont Hate it.i know of its greatness and (surprise,surprise)i Dont find it overrated or a waste of time or something completely unnecessary in life.
its got so much of history,passion,pride,talent,red cards,yellow cards,kicking,shooting Goals,goalposts,goalkeeper,adrenaline,hot guys,money,prejudice,time,sex..

(ur right.im a total football-noob)

okay la,i really dont fancy watching football with a group of guys and bottles of beer and exaggerated shouts of "GOAALL!!!" and "FUCK YOU MAANN,SHOOT !"
but im sure in its own very special way,football is great.

YEAAH LA,im the girl who hates sports,wont play sports,cant play sports and defines sports as "stupid-and-wont-make-me-a-better-person"out of the pure frustration that i cant kick/catch/throw/hit/run for a ball properly. and i only like football for one reason:
STEVEN GERRARD,the everything of liverpool.

..whom ARUMEI totally hates because he just CANNOT admit that gerrard is a Fantastic player and an absolute dream.

but today,when arumei was telling me the whole deal about how if man utd wins (i think he said WHEN man utd wins toh) then liverpool would lose their 18 league championship record,or wtv la..and how "your team ,liverpool was 10 pts ahead of Us,but see what happened now! always talk so much about winning but im not going to say anything la.."
i just sat down to listen to this skinny indian man explaining to me all this with such elaborate expressions ,it just got me thinking about the sport itself.

theres this inevitable power in football.maybe its not all about steven gerrard.
its the one sport that keeps you (and millions of other people around the world) occupied with such a frenzy sort of fever,you're suddenly all emotional and excited..you dont remember the other more important things in life..you're basically blided by the ball's movement,
and today,im gng to say that it does deserve all that attention.
that little boys who go around trading football cards,that guys and men who spend hours on a field of muddy grass and spend hundreds on football boots and jerseys..arent loony and irritating weirdos of the XY chromosome.

there are 22 men
playing,
shouting
and getting so wet and dirty
on a field.

even i cant imagine anything better. :)

(besides netball la)

two masterminds together

rach and i were dressed in black today.
rach and i waited and waited to buy chocolates today

rach and i were hyterical and nervous and excited and dreading it today
rach and i walked out of the office,and then counted to three before we looked at our results today

rach and i walked (with green sparks blinding our eyes) into the empty classroom today
rach and i devoured,savoured,bit harshly into the chocolates we bought today

rach and i sat down and emofied today
rach and i will get through things ..tomorrow.

just want to thank you rachel,for being there for me and with me.
:)
and sorry we merajuked,shonn and kai li, but REALLY LA.it was for our own good!
results suck,sha is so sad (aliteration!)

bt sha wont be emo. sha will work hard. askjal;skjd;skldfjs;flgkjsgbloodyfucksadjs;dlkfgjsdf;gkjdfg
no mood to rant.

wo ai zhou jie lun

And Again,we went to Klpac..

..to see rach's favourite wall.

and take ugly pictures
rach looks the sex in that skirt though.

thats carmen wong,the girl who tends to go on to tell random stories very suddenly,
rachel chua,who has been mentioned too many times in my blog,
myself,looking like a fish
and miss melalyn,our literature teacher.






and despite her pathetic claims that she looks so bad in the picture,
id like to believe otherwise

billy crystal was the gravedigger(i love when harry met sally.its one of my favourite movies.
and considering how its about love and romance and sex,thats saying much cos i usually never enjoy movies on love and romance and sex)so Act V scene i,is probably my favourite scene in Hamlet for now.
i still prefer Othello to Hamlet.bt secretly i think its probably just that prejudice bug that whispers evil chatter of pride into my ear - i failed my first hamlet essay,but not my first othello essay.
but i admit,i enjoy studying this play (even toh someone in class pronounces 'thee' as 'Tee').i love shakespeare.its so fun and so rich,so intense with passion,incest,anger,insanity and beauty..i cant help but surrender to its greatness.
blink blink.

i bought four books this weekend
CHEAP too.
for rm 3.45, i bought edward albee's 'whos afraid of virginia woolf' (FINALLY) and for rm19.90,the hardcover version of neil gaiman's 'fragile things'.
i know.im a very very happy girl...

..with a lot of work to start on.
results come out in a few days.
and my finals are in two months (thats less than a hundred days.bloody bollocks)

but WHATEVS,
because TONIGHT,I shall enjoy my sunday..

and study only Tomorrow. (i say this too often)

to be or not to be?

ok,as observant as i usually am,i totally forgot the name of this place.
koi garden japanese retaurant,or something.

whatever it is,as pretty as the place is..
dont go there with heels.

I Know.you just want to live there.and forget the huge,ugly koi fishes you're terrified of.

this is a photo of rach taking a photo of me,taking a photo of her,taking a photo of me.

this is a photo of kiasu kai li who keeps complaining about how slow we are.
she was 15 minutes late for biology class today.

kai li was fascinated by this.
"eutrophication!"
yeah.the whole science field thing suits her. to me its just
cool,green moss floating silently on still water.
and not the potential of an algal bloom.


Omfg,ew.




the three chinese girls without the indian girl .
no wonder the picture is so fair.









SOMEONE IS MISSING AGAIN.


poor shonn missed out on all the fun.

kai li seriously,
CANNOT
make a funny face.

kai li Tries,but god knows what shes doing la.
actually,god knows what rach and i are doing.
kai li is sticking her tongue out to show us all her mentos.

kai li,ur really weird. when we pretend to be nerdy, she pretends to be fun.
we fail.
she fails.
opposites attract,maybe.
although im not saying nerds arent fun.







we shall be going again this sunday,to watch another 1 and a half hours of Hamlet at KLPAC.
i love the girls. and i love literature.

i have to go out somewhere,one day.i feel so trapped with obligations and boredom.

sha will rant more another time.she has to study Othello now.
"I hate the Moor"

sha misses theleven darlings,and wishes some of those Penis-People would Just Grow Up.