mereka orang mesti minum teh

my first proper meal in england.about RM 36.

most of the time im too lazy to convert,as long as i dont spend more than 10pounds-ish a day,i feel fine.

PIA ,my fellow law-asian-buddy!

we had to kill time since shops open at 12 pm on sundays,so we went to the museum.some art gallery place(free admission) next to our faculty building.it was quite awesome

the picture in the photo btw is La Belle Dam Sans Merci.haha

one of my favourite poems by Keats.

this is Bristol

the habourside

thats the city council,i think.

the trees are lovely here!

that gothic building at the far end is my faculty building-wills memorial

sainsbury's

pia and i tried to find angeline at this shopping mall (about 25 min walk from my place) but we couldnt find the mall.asked tons of people,who gave us different directions.

when we eventually found the mall (which was already closed by then),we werent impressed.nothing beats the malls back home.

My shots arent very good because i dont want to seem like a jakun asian students..so i just take out my camera and snap without really looking.

its very sunny here!bt cool at the same time.

being jet lag has its benefits.i get to use the toilet first since im up from 5.30 am!

i FINALLY know my flat mates!

everything seems to be going on fine for now.

breakfast soon.

bad photography

yee eng bought us hot chocolate. :) im SO glad she was on the same flight

this is my table.

:P im too lazy to wash my hair so its been clipped up for the past 24 hours (or more)

i know.i miss my photo collage too.

ive got a blackboard in my room.which means i have to buy chalk.

yea,i brought the little ugly dog. haha

its not in the picture,bt ive hooked my jewelry on top of my bedside table.

necklaces on the wall remind me of home :)

keys are hooked right next to the door in case i forget.

the curtains are such a drag.but it leads to the balcony..

with a brick wall as a view. .

which gets better when u step outside.

currently,there are a few bri-ish people,with their bri-ish accents outside my room making noise.im not used to that.im used to the whirrrinngg sound of my aircond and the cars outside on the highway swooshing past..

but in time i will get used to things.i settled down quite well with people helping me out along the way..but i have not actually made friends yet.

the internet(which is SUPERFAST) and the photographs remind me that i Am Not a Loner,although quite lonely.

lisha is lost in the lonely liberation. (ALITERATION !!)

but Bristol is so beautiful,so im quite happy here.everything is clean.i can walk around the neighbourhood (its posh with expensive cars and lovely houses) without looking back for mat rempits or AhBengs by the road.

its quite tiring because i live on "steepest slope in bristol".im sweating and panting just after a five minutes walk ..

but on the brighter side of things,i might be as fit as rachelchua soon! :D

so my adventure begins-HAH

we said we never wanted to grow up.you dont remember when you suddenly had to make your own decisions and wear bigger shoes.

one day there were dreams and hopes that were so bright they lit your streets.

i just got off the phone with the prick.we probably wont be arguing in a long time.can you believe that? :D

im leaving in 24 hours.

and ive decided that,im going to cry a little bit,be afraid for a short while..

and then enjoy myself a crazy-effing-load.

(sha,swear less.mom is going to read ur blog when ur overseas)

the next time i blog,i shall be in Bristol.

(wow)

taiwanese guy band

today i went out with my college friends-f4 minus shonna,plus carmen.i really wonder what has happened to the rest of my college friends..

or college acquaintances..

i stalk some blogs and hear some rumours.thats about it.

wherethefuck is kit yoong and zu ning and that cassandra? i havent teased them in AGES.

brr.i cant believe its time to make new friends again.its not nice how people just come and go like rain.

i love nerd-friends.hahahaWE'RE GOING TO THE MUSUEMS IN LONDON TOGETHER!

im going to miss the "un-fit" girl.

:) i love good company .

they make me happy

:( i hate saying goodbye

it makes me sad

i wish you could actually be there for me.instead of just saying you would.

im busy like hell- found my original ielts form!!

amani's raya open house

things to do:

upload jaychou songs into itunes

go out with rach and kai li

hope amani comes over with a book

hope pranav doesnt break his promise

pack,pack,pack.repack.be satisfied

listen to emo songs

cry

tell edward i love him and another few thousand miles wont change that,

hug mei

settle internet payment and accommodation payment

get medical check up

go to the bank

blablablablabla

send out emails

kiss mommy and daddy

annoy jen one more time

make sure u get to sit next to yee eng for teman in plane

cry a little bit more

once upon a time.

happily ever after.

time flies too quickly.

lets hold hands and run away.

buzzzz hard-OH gay-OH

today we went to the BUTTERFLY PARK!!

jen and i,in the car,on the way to celebrate mom's bday with family friends.

myfuck,am going to miss nights like these.

Friday Nights.

i wish you could see all the pictures we took that night,and envy us!

im definitely going to miss us.. laaaaa

happy belated birthday kai li. cant wait to hang out,and do kiasu-nerdy things with you in london!

contrast and cupcakes

misha

misha and a crowd of people

ive been spending time with some friends

here and there

tonight theleven will be coming over.

ching is going to sleep over.

ive less than 10 days in msia. and i feel this tug.

gawd,i cant explain it.its a depressing feeling.im suddenly so attached to everything.from lousy msian tropical weather to the noisy streets of brickfrields.

i keep thinking back to college days.

winch.I KNOW i used to complain about college,sulk every morning in the car on the way,cursed methodistcollege nerds..

but i miss it so badly

i miss f4.

i fucking hell miss rachel and kai li and shonna and spending every single week day with them.

bother.

bt on the brighter side,

im starting to look forward to :

Attachments.

my best friend has been helping out underpriviledged kids for some time now.

and she has asked me to join her.

bt instead of helping others,im doing helping myself shop for more things.

im just about done with all the shopping though..

i thought going alone would be easier.no worried parent trying to settle you down,chattering excitedly about where is where and what is what.

its alright,i can do it on my own.but going alone means i have to bring most of what i can,because mommy isnt going to help out when im there.it also means having to sort out my packing very carefully because daddy isnt going to help me carry my bags,nor can i squeeze anything into their luggage.

bt its okay.i made this choice months and months ago-travelling there alone.so no regrets.

just a lot of fears and worries and concerns.

and maybe a little bit of tears on the way

fuck i hate how time flies.

we've been preparing for this for so long.every other conversation is about Bristol or Law or Heathrow or National Express.

and honestly,im so sick of it.i just want to take naps and read big books and talk about home or neighbours or cars or something.i hate how i still have a list of people i havent met up with,and i hate the thought of leaving them after that.

im dreading the long travel,the immigration,the making new friends,the starting new things,the living alone.

i know people would kill to be in my position right now.but i might just kill to get out.

it has become,

from a dream to an obligation.

a very expensive one.

but of course,i Do want to wear all those new clothes..(i love my new boots)

i Do want to lie down and study at the gardens of my University Hall. (check out Goldney Hall,and envy me)

i Do want to explore new places with new people who probably speak very funny.

i Do want to study hard and attend moots and debates and travel to London .

i Do want cold and fickle British weather.

i Do want to have the liberty of doing things without having to ask mom first .

but i Dont want to miss Friday Evenings with Mei while the adults drink and chat till 12 in the morning.

i Dont want to miss my nasi lemak (with extra sambal) and my maggi mee goreng (with sambal as well),

i Dont want to miss my room and the orange bean bag in the middle where i throw all my dirty clothes -yes,now u know whats usually on it before you arrive.

i Dont want to miss family dinners downstairs,at the marble table in the living room.

i Dont want to miss randomly going into Jen's room while shes doing work just to annoy her

i Dont want to stop teasing Shonna and Kai Li with Rachel.

i Dont want to be even further apart from theleven and theboyfriend.

See.like i said-obligation.

i might be leaving so many things behind,

but it still seems like a bloody Burden to me.

Deep Sigh.i should be more positive

like this > :D

quack!

you know..as busy as i claim myself to be,
i always find time to blog.
i think its an addiction.
bt theres just something quite satisfying about having a fresh,new blog post up.


anyway
today i went to the zoo with pranav (the prick) -he picked me up late,again.
our national zoo sucks cock.

im gng to miss kl lahh
or rather,the better side of kl. the dark and dingy ulu places still disgust me.

sushi is yummy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN ..the girl who wont change her flight to match mine.

RM20 hoodies dam worth it la.

happy bday shen..and carmen!

so little time so much to do i rather spend my days with you

edelweiss

mom invited her friends over. and aunty byang brought her puppy,ingka.

i think,during those few hours mei and i spent together ..among the loud chatter of the usual group of family-friends..

i began to realize how soon id be going abroad,and how much im going miss everyone and everything.

theres a desperation now,to stay back here and cling on to things.

pft.

i need more time.

visa applications to the uk is a very mahfunted process.

bt i guess at the end of it all,it should be worth it

(Crossing my fingers for some snow during the cold,hard winter)

Passed Driving

obi waaaaannnnn!!!!!!!

This is Hong Kong.went there last week to visit yiyi&boo and to do some shopping.

Hong Kong is fucking hot right now.

MAc-Doh-NAld serves babi.

thats my name !!

we went to HK Disneyland !

it was quite small and the rides were quite pathetic (compared to what we've watched on tv,or remember from when we were two year olds in Tokyo)

but it was still DISNEYLAND.

sometimes,i believe in this.

"its bigger than my face!"

my favourite- Goh Fei (Goofy,in cantonese)

our family shot. :D

I AM AN ALIEN! and boo is a MOUSE-BRIDE!

we all love Disney

now i miss hong kong,because I HATE VISA APPLICATIONS.i want a hug from all my girls.